Tuesday, June 06, 2006
my brother's a lisp
i have bad communication problem with korkor because he had his tongue pierced. not as if it was a yesterday job (his tongue is probably flawed for 2 years already) but i just realized that i don't understand a shit he says. he reads 'slither' as 'thee-ther'. and he always act cool and speak in a low low tone and i hate mumbles. speak up, will you? oh yes who the heck act cool at home? but remembering the fact that he used to wear neatly ironed shirts and long pants and buckles up high waist at mere childhood. do i have a picture of that? lucky me.
i don't know what the above has to do with anything at all. it just happened to cross my mind. blog to recall, that's my very objective.
damn i have to make a trip to ica later. it's bad i cannot settle everything once and for all. for the past month i have made so many trips there that it's even getting on boyfriend's nerves.
i'm just 14 hours and 27 minutes away from ear canalling day! it doesn't really matter if you understand what i'm trying to say cos firstly, you're not involved and lastly, i blog to recall.
don't know what i'm so excited about. maybe cos i'm seeing him in a while, or maybe he lied to me way too much. don't grade him now cos they are only minor lies you will think nothing of. for me it's gradually building up. one after another. every one to cover another. and then i find out all at once. i get so disappointed every time. then over the week it i had to recover the trust, only to be destroyed by the end of the week. it doesn't happen for just a couple of times. and then i get questioned to why i don't like him to do this, or that. even told that he hates me being so demanding. end of the day i am expected to figure out it's my fault from the start.
don't ask me about girls, i have no worries about that. i trust his faithfulness more than your mother would trust you with her apron. but every weekend i have to worry about his safety. i know his friends, and i very well know his character. he takes up challenges faster than i can type this sentence. young and energetic, isn't that good? to look forward to more challenging stuff, what's so bad? not when you cannot handle it well, my dear. it backfires when you cannot contain the unhappy encounters. it kills me when i just have to know the answer.
for selfish reasons, i just don't like him to be wandering off into the saturday night when i'm there in malaysia for serious work. i tried to stop this irritating behaviour, honey. i tried all i could. i argued with mummy to get me off it. i debated with myself whether it's all worth it. and then i return to square one, all agitated when i 'find out' something again. it brings to me some thoughts i figured rather make sense. is there something about my presence that makes you feel uneasy? is it because of this that makes saturday nights so irresistible to stay home?
but anyway, once i can stop going to malaysia over the weekends, you'd better be off dead before that.
is it too late?
- 6:50:00 AM
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valued creeps
BUBU
bestie
since 1998
great laugher, horrible classmate,
female duet, weeding partner
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JAMIE
honeh
since 2000
always on my side, club partner,
digresser, great companion
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WEESIN
sister
since 1999
duet partner, confidant,
sibei onz, trustworthy
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CLARA
meanie
since 2005
scream-2-gather
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JEWEL
meanie
since 2005
similarities, like-minded
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ALEXANDER
boyfriend
since 2000
ah blah blah blah
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